I had a rough day today. I was exposed to COVID, so I’m quarantined for 2 weeks. That in itself is not a huge issue. I like being at home with my dog. I like working from home. But recently, idk, I’ve just been depressed. And today, I was just more depressed. Like, sat down in my shower for 5 minutes without moving or thinking. Playing solitaire for hours at a time because it’s my only comfort. Borderline personality disorder sucks. A lot. I’ve started to feel so weird lately, just not myself. Like I’m in a cloud. And I hate it and it makes my depression worse, and yet, I’m still going along with my everyday life. Working, cleaning, doing everything I have to do. Maybe tomorrow I’ll take a break.